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it's raining now... cold cold weather... ve been listening to Elva's cd these 2 days... v nice... just my type.. dance... yeah! yest's gathering was great! kunali so sad u missed it! Zhihui asked abt ya.. they din know tt u r still in India. yupyup... We went to Mr Cheng's house.. Celine & I were late.. u shld know who's e late queen la huh?? i was ared 10 mins late n she's even later than me.. ya.. we nearly got down e wrong stop, luckily this girl sitting in front of us told us tt we'd saw e sign wrongly.. cos it's raining n e windows were misty, we thot we saw Lor L where we were supposed to alight but it's act Lor H.. haha.. but phew, we got down at e right stop still.. thanks to e gal who helped us.. Mr Cheng came out n picked us up then Cel was like so crazy loz.. laughing v loudly ... it's private housing loz n she's acting like tt.. btw, she's not joining miss s'pore anymore.. sigh.. yes, she wanted to.. Mr Cheng's house's v nice.. saw e family pic n Mr Cheng's grad pic ( know tt kind w e sq hat?) ya.. seems like he has become younger in our eyes.. but YH said tt tt's cos he can joke n play w us now unlike in e past when he's to maintain his image as a teacher.. ya.. his house is quite chinese kind.. w antiques ard.. there's this fone tt looks really nice n OLd.. haha.. after tt we went to Parkway to eat Ajisen.. took some pics.. oh well.. biker, i din ve time to upload e pics yet so if u wanna view my album u'll ve to wait.. ya.. so sorry.. there were 9 of us there yest.. Zhihui, Cel, Cheryl Tan, Yanfang, Calister, Ruiwen, Yonghao, me & Mr Cheng. ya.. Mr Cheng offered to treat us to e dinner but most of them paid him back n i forgot!! i was busy taking pic w Cel.. so paiseh.. think Cel nv pay him back also.. haha.. Well, Cel's v lucky. she went for 2 dental assts interviews yest n 1 asked her to go down for training today.. h/w, there's a change now cos during dinner laz nite, some st gabriel's person called her n offered her relief teaching job until May.. tt sounds great huh?? she is staying so near e sch.. gd for her.. but all of us were like telling her how horrible teaching in a boys' sch will b n all?? ha.. she haven't act decide.. depends on her loz.. teaching is not tt easy after all.. but e dental thingy, dunno y is she so interested.. ha.. but it's v far la.. bukit timah.. kaoz.. travel until she siaoz.. okie.. back to yest.. after dinner, most went home to catch American Idol 3.. i decided to sacrifice 1 episode & went to play pool w YH & ZH.. yupyup.. was quite bad la.. cos i can't play.. ha.. ZH was saying 1st time c ppl wear office wear to play pool.. ha.. ya.. after tt YH sent us back in cab loz.. reached home ard 11+.. ya.. today dunno will fall aslp while working not.. din feel like waking up this morn.. tired.. somemore i'm feeling a sore throat coming.. i'm really lousy lei.. think it's jus cos of 2 rocher & 1 kit kat.. mus drink lots lots lots of h2o.. reminder: martha, dun eat too much choc ya?? cos u r workin in some choc confectionery rite? k la.. i shall stop here... till then...
ha... yupyup.. today's QUITE a good day until now.. yea.. went to Nokia to service my hp after work yest.. saw Janice.. pretty girl.. ya.. i can only collect my phone on thur.. argh.. n they dun loan hand sets.. luckily Thomas nice enuf to lend me his fone while he used his old one.. ha.. he bought me elva's latest cd yest.. v nice.. ppl.. pls dun mistaken.. thomas 's jus a fren though a not so ordinary fren but we r not related in any way.. he's jus v nice to me.. n u shld know y la huh?? then after tt went to e clinic to repeat course for mum.. then went home loz.. watched lightyrs.. read cleo, listened to elva n chatted on e fone.. yup.. then tt's e end of story.. going to Mr cheng's place after work ltr.. forgot to bring oranges.. ha.. though i've some at e office.. dun care la.. jus go there for fun n gatherin .. yaya.. update ya soon! tk care babes & hunks!
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woke up w a terrible headache... argh... dunno y?? dreamt of ridiculous thing yest... dunno y am i thinking of him... haha... it's Andrew... funny.... btw i'm beginning to feel e hatred for Steven... He's such a jerk... shouldn't waste my time on him... i msged him yest again n he finally replied... asked him does it still counts tt he said tt he'll love me no matter what happens n he said tt's b4.. i guessed tt when love has faded... u'll b heartless n all irregardless of e other's feelings so as to not giv her e wrong idea( lk what i used to do in e past.. retributn ah...).. tt's gd.. act.. ya.. so tt i won't hold anymore hope n be sad n depressed all day thinking tt he may come back one day.. he won't.. nv will.. we can nv b frenz anymore... guess all those memories shall jus be kept as memories... to be treasured n kept nicely cos u know tt it's not going to happen ever again... ya.. i know tt i shld accept e fact tt when love comes u can choose to want it or dun want it but when love goes, u can only let it go n do nothing else...tt's e rule right?? well well... shall start anew... make myself single & AVAILABLE.. yaya.. dunno if i shld go to Stella's pub today.. got to work tml lei.. dunno la.. i'm already v tired now thou i slept at 10+ yest...piggy Xuanz... sianz...
jus changed e color combi on my pg... my fave color's act red & pink but has become sick of e pre pink le.. this blue look clearer & fresher dun u think so?? yupyup... peeps feel free to drop a msg know?? my comments pg's like so empty.. okie.. few more min to go...
argh... was trying this thingy out n who knows tt my face will appear so distorted now!!! sigh... dunno how to get e pretty starlove back... sharks sharks... itchy hand! half an hr more to end of work.. yeah!!! super bored loz.. was reading e basic driving theory book but can't conc so stopped.. n frenster is so yiks! alwayys lagging lei!!! hate it@!!!i miss him v badly... ve been thinking of him e entire day... guessed he's not in Singapore... called him but one nv on e other one can tell tt e ring sounds diff.. ya.. i hope he still loves me.. he promised tt he'll love me always... but promises don't count anymore now right?? i'm jus plain silly but pls allow me to.. i'm still mourning.. i read somewhere tt he's only 'e one' when i feel tt he's e one for me n when he feels tt i'm e one for him.. if one element is absent frm e pic, it means nothing... so perhaps i shld give up la?? hard to.. i'm being cynical here... v ... but i jus can't forget him though e time we spent tog was not tt long afterall but it's v v special to me! we like spent prac everyday tog since we were tog until ltr... we went to so many diff places tog.. geylang to eat, fountain@suntec, sky garden@suntec, jus so much memories back @ suntec.. , parkway, PS, TM, CS everywhere... it's really everwhere.. somemore he drives so like even on e road reminds me of him.. ikea, cineleisure, taka, chinatown, bedok, changi airport.. we've been to like a zillion places loz within tt short period... but there's one v impt one tt i got mixed up.. dunno iv it's east coast or pasir ris park..tt's where i agreed to b w him.. tt's e place... fine.. i shall stop le.. if not i'll be v v sad again...
ok.. he's gone.. quite gd looking lei.. Michael Young..ya.. shall cont'd.. after surfing net i watched Andy Lau's n GU tianle & Liu qingyun show on scv.. oh ya n gigi leung also.. quite funny.. after tt went out again.. to cuppage ktv.. took cab cos i was late again.. kaoz.. waste so much $$$... then went to Thomas's mummy's foodcourt to eat... tell ya her seafood soup is quite nice.. esp e fish slices.. smooth n delicious.. if u r free n happen to be nearby go there n try k?? it's at orchard pt jus next to cuppage.. n i think i saw phyllis quek passed by e food court yest.. ya.. after tt went to hmv to listen to songs .. all v nice.. xiaoxi can sing!! know e girl frm mvp?? ya..n elva's new songs also v nice.. yupyup.. after tt went home loz.. reached abt 11++.. then slp then this morn came to work.. ya work.. back to sq 1... sigh.. k la.. i think i'm bored n u r bored.. update u soon! tk care n stay ;p!
yep!u can read frm e sub..cny holidays r over!!argh..so soon huh??k la.. let me think... when's e last time i blogged??? on e 1st day of cny?? okie.. then i shall update u ppl on my second day onwards.. well well.. on e second day which is fri, my whole paternal family came to my place loz.. super many ppl, so 're nao' loz... third aunt's family was e first to reach.. hee.. so i was e first to c Aik Hong & Nam's new 'hairstyle'.. haha... what can u expect frm an army guy's hairstyle?? ha.. k la.. they act still look e same to me.. yup.. had curry for lunch loz.. then all of them came.. we played majong loz n cards know 'dai di'? yupyup.. but nv gamble la.. i played majong w v young ppl loz.. 1 14 yrs o i think, e other one 12.. shan yen & xi.. but Yen's not so bad la.. he can play.. Xi has got Ivy jie's help.. btw, I was teaching Liang also.. e other 'leg' was Yen & Xi's cuz frm Aussie, i dunno what's her name.. haha.. she also cannot really play la.. so ya... at least she's of acceptable age.. 21 i think.. ya.. then i played dai di w Wei Qi, Xuan & Yen... k la.. not as gd luck as playing majong.. was degraded to 'toilet bowl' twice..yup.. after tt we had dinner loz.. 2 tables.. n we've to eat fast so tt e second grp of ppl can eat cos not enuf seats.. hehe... had lots of gd food.. shark's fins, salmon yu sheng n all.. ya.. then after prep i went out loz.. to TM to watch Magic Kitchen w Thomas.. ya.. i took cab to tM loz.. so waste $ huh?? but no choice la.. I was already late.. luckily e movie's late too.. ya.. e movie's quite funny, simple & sweet loz.. depicts ppl w diff views on love.. can really learn frm them loz.. i act got touched most by Maggi Q's words to Sammi, just exactly what i need now.. she said something like go on n torture yourself.. as in missing her ex n sort of waiting for him for yrs.. she's her support.. like ppl shouldn't keep asking ppl who jus fell out of love to forget abt him n he's not worth it n stuff.. it's jus avoidance n wont do anyone any gd.. letting yourself suffer for a while is act a phase u ve to go thru.. after tt evrything shld b alr ( or mayb not?) i smsed him twice but he din reply.. ya.. tt's avoiding me huh?? i dunno y? y am i always thinking of what is he doing now n stuff?? sometimes i think of him as bad n then i'll think of something gd to say abt him.. jus like' he's avoiding me tt's obv' erm... 'mayb not, maybe he's jus realy buz?' tt's self denial am i right?? i thot i've almost got over him.. i no longer cry.. or miss him 2 badly.. but yes yest i thot of him again n it's like everywhere i go reminds me of him loz.. yyy.... sigh.. love sucks.. jerks shall go to hell!!! argh... y mus it be him?? y mus it be now?? maybe he's been waitin huh?? for my exams to be over?? maybe maybe... but i can still remember e day when i was studying at TM starbucks when he came to c me cos he won't b able to c me for a few days.. he came in uniform.. so smart n shuai.. like everyone's looking at me.. like enviously?? he's so sweet then loz.. or perhaps his motive wasn't to c me but to check on me?? but can't be right?? y r u always not trusting him???tt's y he couldn't stand u n left u! sigh.. all my fault i drove him away... he's really so sweet.. then he's supposed to go frm his camp ( Changi) to Tuas for a sort of high cls function w e heads.. he rushed down to TM to give me a surprise loz.. i missed him.. really... k la... shouldn't say sad things again.. shall con't.. after e movie.. i studied SAT @ starbucks.. diff location.. lucky.. ha.. for awhile la.. then reached home at 11.. e next day which is SAT @ Tj.. ya... went back loz.. saw e Tjcians.. all looked so unfamiliar.. yucky feeling... SAT was alr la.. dunno they said tt it's easier than e pre one.. i can't tell.. ha.. after tt went to Ms Teo's house to bai nian.. w Celine, HAmmie, YH, Sashi , Huimin, Meiwen & other Tjcians frm 11/02.. ya.. alr loz.. took some pics.. if can upload i'll put up for u ppl k?? otherwise i'll jus link this web to my photo site.. ya.. after Ms Teo's place I went to watch Last Samurai w cuz.. I was 15 mins late loz.. bus 36 can't go to orchard.. v slow!! only can take tt to city hall then fast.. i walked frm somerset to Lido in heavy rain loz.. my umbrella was so close to flying away le.. tt movie was fantastic but a little too violent le.. ya.. after tt went shopping for a while w cuz then went to Bee Aunt's house to bai nian.. ya.. had steamboat at her place.. quite nice la.. n drank red wine.. i dunno how to appreciate.. it tastes sucky to me.. ha.. okie.. then sun.. morn went for breakfast then went home n mopped e floor for mummy... so guai hor.. after tt helped her fold clothes loz.. while i was online.. listening to music.. BAD's wo de cuo is v nice lei.. v suitable for my state now..opps.. big boss's coming.. wait then i con't k?? cya!
heex...happy new yr peeps!! today ah... k loz... nono...wait.. let me talk abt yest first... came home after work at 5 ... then ate reunion dinner at ard 6.. after tt was talkin to my cuz.. kaoz.. he got a job as a pastry cook for 7.5/hr loz... y e pay so high nei?? perhaps really req lots of physical work loz.. plus can learn how to make pastry somemore.. n then talk abt many other things la..like he accidentally revealed tt one of my twin cuz is attached!!! ha.. to a yr 1 tj girl.. wonder who she is.. then we watched tv loz.. this Tony Leung & whatever hername is show.. quite nice though i only watched halfway.. then went out w my parents to pray at Loyang & Paya Lebar... e spirit's really there loz.. w all e ppl n lion dances, red bags, hongbaos n many many other stuff.. wanted to watch midnight w thomas & dang but thought i'll jus spend ny eve w family loz.. in e end they din watch also cos no more gd seats.. after praying we went to ECP to watch fireworks.. v pretty loz.. this is e second or third time i get to watch fireworks so close up.. act i always can c fireworks at home but tt's like far away.. ya.. yest e whole of ECP was like so packed of cars.. not cos they r going to city but cos they were there to watch e fireworks too.. ya.. really v beautiful loz.. after tt we went home loz.. was v tired le.. reached home ard 1 then slp le.. this morn woke up at 9 then bathed eat n prep, went out at 11+.. went to geylang area to visit my grandpa cos his urn is sort of kept there?? understand?? ya.. after tt bought big breakfast frm Macs for Yang then went to ah ma's house.. this yr like not v 're nao' loz cos jingsi they all went to Penang, big uncle n family said tt they'll go tml.. so only my family n ah yi's family.. took pics w samuel , sandra & sammi.. yaya.. after tt then come home le.. sianz rite?? then a few ppl came to visit loz.. v distant kind?? got one still hesitate to give me red packet cos i was carrying Yang.. yup.. after tt i studied v little bit of SAT then i fell aslp.. until ard 5.. helped sweep e floor..ya sweep using broom.. my grandma said aftern le can sweep le.. then sweep loz.. had dinner then mopped e balcony & kitchen floor also.. gd girl lei?? just bathed le.. jus wana update first then clean up my rm a little then study maybe?? ha.. wanted to go out.. but fig out tt there's really no nice place to go & i dun feel like watching movie also.. heard tt clubs r opened but if go le tml no need to wake up le,.. haha.. what a ny huh?? so sharks loz.. if i dun ve SAT on my mind now i'd be out no matter where it's loz.. kaoz.. damn it! opps.. i usually dun say vulgarities jus type..yup.. n i'm getting real fat!! argh!! k laz.. sianz liaoz.. mus clean up my rm quick.. my parents like want to go out again.. update u soon ya?? hope my ny mood will become better?? sigh....
hey peeps!!!i'm back again....ha...until now still alright...no stuff to do...tt stupid Venus called..inform me things n speak to me like i'm an idiot or something....dun really like her & Amanda cos when ever they call me i'll ve something to check to do n stuff...makes me busy,i only like them when im real bored...stupid a bit of SAt..hee...guai lei??so long nv study le loz...feel so refreshing..diaoz..haha..wanted to start a beautiful memories recall..sort of like a back track??suddenly think of him again jus now..was thinking of e sweet things he did laz time so unlike e situation now..let me start ya??in no order la...i remembered there's once when i was having exams tt time right, i think tt's e second day of exams then i was like so brain dead after tt tt i went str home to slp..he kept calling me n stuff. i was so frustated cos i thought he din understand my tiredness n disturbed me on purpose..i think i even raised my voice at him..who knows suddenly he said tt he's at my place..i was like huh??i went down immediately loz jus woke up, prep a bit then rushed down le..he bought cheesecakes 4 me!!haha..i was so touched n so happy to c him then!!i hugged him so tightly n i felt so blessed n contented loz..first i missed him so much n thought i wun get to c him until my exams r over ma..n second, i jus told him tt i feel like eating cheesecakes e previous day n he rushed to get it for me str sfter work even though it's drizzling..he jus wanted to cheer me up cos i was quite stressed then..he wrote ' lao po jia you' on e box somemore... ya... mushy i know but sweet.. dunno if u think so but cos i'm e one who experienced tt b4 so ya.. y mus ppl change after getting e girl when b4 tt he's spent so much efforts to win her heart?? sighz... if only my love is perfect?? tt only happen in lala land i know... ya.. r u bored?? or do u wanan me to tell u more of my beautiful memories?? remember e times when i get to take his bike, hugged him frm behind.. joked w him, kissed him during red light.. all those times.. act to think of it now, i dun really want him to drive a car le.. it's so much more fun when he drove me ard in his bike.. but i guessed tt'll nv happen again.. to my frenz, thanks if u dun mind offering me a ride on your bike, but i just feel like it's nv gonna be e same again... dear dear, y dun u want to ans me if u still love me when u want a breakup?? cos u still love me or cos u dun want to hurt me too badly or maybe u jus feel remorseful?? i think u won't.. n u don't love me anymore.. time will erase me frm ur mind.. n u said b4 tt u r enjoying ur life w/o me.. i will always remember tt... perhaps i really gave u stress, cause u unhappiness & restrict your freedom 2 much?? i know tt frm e start tt i'm not going to be a gd gf but u said u'll change me or tt u dun mind.. but u failed to live up to what usaid huh?? i learnt one thing tt u can nv bring up old stuff like ' u promised me b4 tt u will . ... ' it's nv gonna work.. it doesn't apply anymore when both of u r no longer together... it's just a white lie when u r together... a brush used to paint a beautiful dream.. after it's become old n spoilt, e dream will be broken n cannot to paint out again unless both of u get back together?? but it's nv going to be e same.. reminds me of joey mcintyre's stay e same... ' don;t u ever wish u were someone else, u were meant to be the way u r exactly,...' it does sounds v applicable n meaningful to me right now.. was thinking of buying couple rings b4 we broke up.. is still thinkin of it though.. but is considering if i shld jus buy one for myself cos i know tt he will nv meet me, nv take something frm me n nv wear something i give him ever again... ya.. but was also thinking abt what happens if i buy e ring, i'd want to wear it everyday..sort of to remember him.. but tt'll make me sader n sadder day by day right??why torture myself?? there's no hope no pt anymore??wearing e ring will only make me feel like a widow...touch wood, dun want him to die... really love him loz, or tt i jus can't forget e times? i dunno... shall stop saying this super depressing things le... sharks my stomach rumbling le.. boss jus asked if i want him to help me buy lunch but he's going to buy bread? what the? diaoz.. nvm... just a little more than half an hr more.. think jus going to buy mee siam frm downstairs n lunch in.. today nobody's accoompanying me.. Meiche's on leave.. Terrence & Linda also.. But Phyllis isn't.. duno if she's still here or went to atrium le.. but feel funny going to eat w her alone also.. Jeffrey's also ard but ya.. k la.. shall cont'd studying.. after SAT i'll not be touching any bks anymore until later!!! haha... officially... sharks my lib bks r v overdue!! opps! my fine must horrible now... k la.. cya soon!!!
HiYee Peeps!!!happy lunar new year eve!!!!haha... sad to say i've to work till 4 today...sigh...hope tt my boss changes his mind later on??he doesn't even ve mood to ve meeting yest n it's cancelled. well well....i went to meet Cindy & See Teng, it's quite fun la.. think shi ting has become thinner.. n i'm like e tallest among us..haha.. We ate at CAfe Cartel at PS.. ate so much loz.. felt like pig..haha..after tt we went to ktv @ cuppage cos cindy said tt she's only been to ktv once so i thought y not bring her again so we went loz but can only sing till 9 cos they dun wanna extend plus e ic said no room liaoz... yupyup... then Thomas & dang were at orchard n they came down n look for me loz.. siaoz wan.. search one rm by one rm somemore... so stupid.. dunno what's called hp.. ya.. was quite surprised la.. after 9, Cindy & shi ting wanted to go home le..so i joined THomas & ah dang at Stella's ktv pub loz.. not exactly hers la huh... she works there.. i sang 1 song lei.. so paiseh.. hee.. but they said tt it's quite nice juz v soft.. yup... Stella looked prettier.. When i first saw her she din wear makeup so like ok only.. her son's v cute.. Gerald.. ya.. she's v impressive lei.. thought e other day i saw tt guy's her husband but he's not n he's like carrying Gerald like he's his dad like tt.. Yest then i found out tt Stella has act got many dears, darlings n bf.. even her boss is her dear.. like what Thomas described 'many butterflies flying ard her'. n she sort of boast a bit la.. say what e other time she juz told this guy tt she haven't buy ny clothes, he immediately drove her to buy n even got her membership card frm pepper plus, everything paid by him la of cos.. n there's another time when she told another guy tt she like this bag frm SERIES & e guy suddenly called when he's at e shop, "do u want velvet one or PVC one??".. haha... she's really power huh... only pretty gals enjoy this kind of privilege la huh?? ya.. yest at e pub ok loz.. b4 going to e pub we were waiting for cab.. kaoz.. waited for super long know o/s hotel pheonix but no cab at all!! in e end we still ve to call a cab.. ya.. i drank 2 bottles of Hooch blackcurrent yest, taste more like fruit juice i think.. i drank faster than e other day @ Zouk.. ha.. only felt headache when we left at 1 plus cos it's closing le as it's near residential area.. then after tt on e cab totally 'pi'.. haha.. reached home then no need to say le huh... my face was like so burning red loz.. n both of them were like laughing at how i walked n stuff.. mean ppl! Thomas drank e most la.. but he can really drink loz... & dunno why Thomas suddenly msged me stuff yest.. abt what him & ziyu thinks tt KH was e one who called me on his bday but i missed e call..it's private no. i think no loz.. how can it be?? more like i think he spent it w another girl n ve totally forgotten abt me le.. what am i to him now?? peanuts?? haha... stop giving me hope la.. i know tt it's not possible bet us le even in future... ya.. but Thomas said tt KH will do something for me on v day.. but i doubt he'll... really.. he din even cared during xmas.. i think it's enough for him to ve his 'xiao bao bei' .... sad sad.. dun say le wait i depressed mode again.. ok it's NY!!! should be happy.. but act i dun really like lei..cos many ppl will come to my house n i'll ve to clean up like siaoz after tt... ya.. this wkend cannot go chiong le.. oh ya.. i was super surprised to find tt shi ting nv go chiong b4!! ask me to ask her along e next time i go... ya... i also jus thought of it this morn tt i'll like only go to my amk grandma's house n some extended families' houses, y did i buy so much clothes??? haha... it's just an excuse la huh?? so fast loz.. going to feb le.. Aisah's coming back in abt one mth's time then i'm leaving le then jobless.. thought of working at DPS rm during wkends then can earn more.. kaoz they one day can earn 100 plus le lei.. so cheater bug loz.. but dunno can ve more than one job not.. wait consider moon lighting ... ha... must check w Trisha..results coming out real soon.. getting nearer n nearer.. holidays also like going to end v soon b4 i know it.. better fully utilise it!! n my SAT, opps! 2 more days.. ya.. k la.. i think v long le.. better stop here.. hope tt i get many many hong baos k?? happy new year!!! may u ve gd luck thru out e year of monkey!!!! smilez ; :D :) :o :lol:
ya...it's a v long day w so many things to do till now...finally finished everything le..yupyup.. i bought myself a top again!! frm Dorothy Perkins..ya..din get to use my discount card..din bring it along for lunch...MC forgot to pay me back cos she bought a top too but i wanted to use nets so she said tt she'll pay me back in cash but nv...hope she will remember...i dun wanna ask her for money..so embarrassing..ya...later on i'm going to meet shi ting & cindy for dinner at PS..a small gathering loz.. hope tt everything will go on well.. sharks loz haven't study for SAT!! argh..tml's ny eve le.. hope tt i get half day off..ya..then i wish tt i can get many many hong baos this cny to offset my really heavy spending. yaya... till e next time i update, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!
helloz ppl!!ok..i've lots to update but i shall summarise huh..else i'm afraid tt tblog may be on maintenance v soon..yaya..over e wkend what did i do??fri i went str home after work..sat i went str to shop after work..ya..to orchard..my 1st stop was heeren n i bought a skirt frm Opaque and one frm Celadon.yaya..something funny happened at Celadon..when i was trying this skirt, there was this other pretty n sporty girl who was behind me waiting to try e same skirt too..when she came out, she asked her bf if she looked nice in it..n guessed what did her bf say??he told her tt i looked better in tt skirt(Quote: e previous girl looked nicer).Man was e gf furious n e bf had to explain himself n stuff. so hilarious huh??ok..not really act if i'd cause them to break up after tt??i'm so sorry but i din know cos i din hear it..my fren heard them n told me after we left e shop..ya..hehe...then my fren bought himself a shirt from RE.ya..after tt we went to Far East..bought a top frm cotton candy.oh ya forgot to tell ya tt i also bought this pink coin purse frm heeren annex..yupyup..after shopping at FE, me n my fren were like really time to go home n rest cos we r going to Zouk tt nite..for ur info, we spent most of our time at Heeren..ya.. i reached home at abt 8, bathed, ate dinner n then went to meet my fren at 10.15.We took train to Newton n took cab to Zouk frm there..it's ok la..cos it's Sat nite so it's not as nice.. n Phuture's so small..ya..btw i think tt e bouncers at Zouk r quite gd looking...ya..hehe..he looked at my ic for quite long loz..kaoz..then i watched ppl dance most of e time cos i dun dance(at home ya...) :D saw girls who purposedly attract attention so tt they'll get pick up..saw gd n daring dancers but din really c pretty n hot babes or hunks..so ya..quite disappointed..k promise tt u won't laugh at this..i felt so zonked out after 2 bacardi orange only n my fren had to get me a seat cos he said tt i was walking unsteadily le..n i thought i felt high too but not yet drunk..yaya..after awhile i thought tt e atmosphere was worsening my condition cos of e smoke n loud music, then we went out to rest at e hotel lobby next to Zouk..n then i fell aslp for 45 mins..haha..my fren was so embarrassed cos e reception ppl kept looking at him..after i woke up i felt better..but we went to another side of e lobby to talk cos zouk's closing anyway..until a bus of flight attendents came n e hotel person asked us to leave..obviously we're not waiting for anyone..haha...we wanted to go to embassy for e jc party cos it ends at 6 but Yonghao was not there anymore so we din go after tt..we planned to walk to orchard initially but we lost our way n walked to this dead end where all e private housing r..so scary loz..then we decided to take cab down to amk s-11 to drink n talk..i reached home at abt 5.ya...btw,e taxis line o/s zouk was really v long all e way know..jus like e song 'it's a song tt doesn't end, lallalala...' i was singing it while walking but i changed e song to taxi line..haha...lame huh??ok i woke up at 12 e next day..eat,bathed,read mag n fell aslp again at 3..haha..i know PIG! :wink: i met my fren at 5.15 then we went to bugis to shop AGAIN..haha.. i bought this pink halter frm ICE..v nice know??hehe...oh ya..i forgot on sat i also bought a skirt frm individual expression ck tangs. back to sun at bugis edge i bought a black sleeveless top tt cost only 10 bucks..hehe..opps..sat also bought another black top frm IE heeren annex..ok in total i spent close to 300 loz..think i paid like 160 myself n he paid 130 like tt for me..he offered to..ya..even happier!!hehe...so balance i ve to pay 60++ cos my parents r givin me 100 bucks..ya...i only got one wk's pay, they still owe me one's wk's pay..cheat my money again!!!argh...nvm la..i'm happy cos i bought so many things on sat..hehe..then went to ktv after bugis on sun n went home at 1 cos i was real v v tired le..today back to work..ya..today's my dad's bday..got to go n buy cake..got so many things to bring home..gonna take cab if it's still raining later..oh..must spend $ again!!sighx...nvm la hor..cny coming..hongbao time!!another happy thing also..Linda lend me her SAT bk!!so nice i got my bk.. must study smart k girl??haha..yaya..funny right??linda has e bk heard it's cos my colleagues r supposed to take this aptitute test to determine if they'll get retrenched or not n they heard q may come out frm SAT but in the end it didn't..ya..nvm i'm happy ared cos i got beautiful clothes n e SAT bk!!..k la...super long entry huh??shan't bore u anymore..tk care,smile & cya!!!
p/s: oh ya n my fren told me tt he noticed there're guys at Zouk who were standing near me waiting for my fren to leave so tt they can talk to me but they nv got a chance!!haha..luckily..
gOOD MORNING PPL!!! opps realised tt my keyboard is onto to caps lock...hee...sorry..ya it's satuarday but i'm working!!argh... it's ok la.. just sit down here for 4 hrs n get paid.. going shopppin later.. last min wan...for new yr clothes.. hope tt i find something really nice k?? yaya.. as for yest's lunch w Celine, it's great to c her again! i miss her so much loz.. e times spent in sch having fun w them... sigh... except tt e food was way too oily.. i had teppanyaki, main- salmon & beef. but it's so oily.. think won't be going to e DON place too often le.. so unhealthy.. though their brownie w ice cream taste great! yum yum... opps... no no good.. shouldn't think of food so early in e morning..yaya.. Yh & i were communicating thru sms yest.. he asked me along for e JC party at embassy tonight but Celine can't go!! who's going to go w me then Yh is going w his 2 other frens who i dunno.. shld i go still?? then no one is sending me home!!n it costs 25 bucks! yaya.. but i sure wanna hang out tonite.. next wk is cny le.. n sat i've SAT test!! ya.. so can't go clubbing next wkend.. i'll think abt it la.. update u ppl soon k?? cya ard & tk care! well, ve a great wkend!!!
oh ya forgot to mention tt Celine is coming to join me for lunch this aftern, it's been awhile since i last saw her!! miss her so muchie!! hope tt e sight of her will make me feel better.. she may b going to Aust to study... ya...so must catch up w her more often in case she really leave for Aust in Feb. i miss u darling, what r u doing? r u thinking of me too?? Time :9.15am
Hi ppl!!! so sharks! wanted to blog yesterday aftern but tblog was down for maintenance e whole aftern!! argh... nvm then i'll do it now. well well, yest din really turn out well.. ya... i din go w jincheng to the east coast night mkt or some lagoon food court. dun feel comfortable meeting him so had to lie abt having to work overtime at e last min. opps! then i went to ktv w Thomas n he got a little drunk n did silly things tt i hate like sitting real close to me n he even wanted to lie on my lap! I shouted at him of cos n got v angry!! :x i told him not to send me home after tt cos i dun want a drunkard to send me home, isn't it even more dangerous?? n guessed what?? he kept following me everywhere!! I got frightened n fortunately when i reached City Hall, he lost me n thought tt i'd got out of the station when in actual fact i was still waiting for the train... stupid him! haha ! Jingchang called n we talked for awhile frm city hall to kallang i think.. then i decided to save a bit on my hp bill, dun want it to hit 100 dollars again n told him to hang up. ya.. I felt better after talking to him, not as scared i mean.. I got off at Bedok to be on e safer side just in case he'd followed me on the train, he'd be thinking tt i'd be alighting at Tampines. I got home safely but I was v confused on the way home. I contacted him back cos i want to keep a fren but it seems tt we can nv be frenz, tt fearful feeling he gave me kept coming back. ( for your info, he used to be my ex n used to stalk me after we broke up n it happened 2 yrs ago? ) ya... i'm afraid of him, act not only him, all e other guys... jincheng also... why do they always want to ve special close relationship instead of just frenz w me?? i admit tt i do enjoy their company sometimes ( they make me laugh n stuff) but still i still feel insecure... i used to be v trusting until he left me... it seems like all e memories of me n him r haunting me day & night.... y can;t i just forget him?? sometimes i was thinking, maybe i shld give myself a chance n not give up so easily? but what if he really doesn't love me anymore?? he'll only hate me n avoid me even more. sometimes i'll tell myself, stop giving yourself so much hope, it's impossible for us to be together anymore, he said tt he's enjoying his life right now, whether single or attached to another girl i dunno, but i jus can't forget him... he's e only one i love so much in my entire life! nv... really nv did i love someone like tt b4... frenz who know me know tt i'm tt kind who always is indifferent to a failure in relationship, i just take it tt a new love will come v soon... but this time round it's different.. i dun want a new love... i only want him! why? why must it be him?? why is it when i've decided to give up everything for a man n he's to treat me like tt? i feel tt my life is so meaningless now w/o him... i really don't mind all his bad pts, i just want him to be by my side... :( pls come back, will u?? i've been praying n hoping so much but there's just no miracle, i'm just lying to myself.. i drink & i hang out late all cos i feel so empty right now w/o him... but he doesn't seem to care... perhaps he really don't love me anymore n even hadn't love me b4... i know tt i'm being v pessismistic now but just allow me to express my feelings?btw, e he i'm refering to is not Thomas he's another guy Steven. ok enough... i don't want to cry all over again... all guys r jerks! no offence, just allow me to vent my unhappiness k? :(
Good morning!!!! hehe... jus discovered tt there's something wrong w my time on the blog, somebody frm Singapore pls help!!!yaya... so it's act 8.25am in Singapore right now.. yaya... i'm in the office alr. just had breakfast frm Q bread. It's quite nice know? egg & ham bread w e sauce Breadtalk usually use in its chicken floss bread?? yaya... get e idea?? n it's only 1.2Sing. cheap cheap, can buy more often next time.. for those who r concerned, my bro is feeling better alr, ya but still sick la, refused to eat med somemore yest nite. i'm so hardworking last nite loz, mopped e floor n hung e clothes... ya... to me it's a lot of work alr... hehe ... oh ya something small happened this morning, i had to go to e MRT station myself cos my dad's not working today. I went out of my place at ard 6.55. n when i was at e bus stop i found out tt i din bring my hp along! so sharks rite?? so i went back n took it n here's e funny part. when i went back to e bus stop, all e ppl r still there.. tt bus like only came 15 mins later... lucky me huh?? in e end i reached my office at e same time as every other day... yaya... k la.. i'm off to do work le... update u ppl soon! tk care!!! :D
Hi hi!!! ha... my first time here... duh! Rafidah invited me here... quite a nice place.. hope tt it doesn't end up like my past blogs ( i abandoned them after a few days, ha!) ok... let me briefly tell ya abt my day... went to cafe cartel for lunch n it's a treat by one of my colleagues. it's my 1st time there ( so mountain tortoise huh? ) n the food's great! I had this hawallian pork chop which cost only 10.9 sing, value for $. yupyup... must go there more often next time... as for now i'm working in office loz... not really working la huh, as u can c i'm blogging, ha... :lol: ok getting off in a little more than an hr's time then will head back home.. learnt my lesson e other day.. went to ktv on a mon nite n was not home until 3 am n u shld know what happened e next day in the office, a half dead me or shld i say a walking corpse? :idea: yaya... so i'm going to be a gd girl on wkdays n chiong only on fri or sat or even sun?? ya... plus my baby bro's sick... vomitted last nite... so poor thing... got to go home n help my mum a bit.. ya.. i seldom do this know?? so ya... may b meeting jincheng tml nite, so long nv c him le, hope everything will turn out well.. ok ... this is getting long.... SAT n cny coming v v soon!! haven even study for SAT!! oh my, where'r all e claims tt i'll make full use of my time to study for it?? nvm... i'm used to my 'style' le.. shall stop here... cya soon!!!
