oh yea!!ha... guess my mood today's much better!! yea.. can tell right??? well well. how's my day??? ermz.. y not start frm yest?? alright.. had double lessons in e morn but it din go well cos i've act scolded my fave cls... sigh.. n i scolded them again today.. i dun want to really... think tt my temper's going out of hand.. is it me?? but it only happened with this cls n not my other clses. :cry: sigh.. hope tt they won't hate me for tt... esp some ppl whom i esp picked on... maybe i went a bit overboard.. i dun think so la.. well anywayz after sch yest i went for my tuition@hougang loz.. until 4 n then took cab to dar's place to acc him.. then he sent me back to tamp, had dinner n went for another tuition... tt was my day yest.. wanted to blog but com hanged.. ya so... today.. only had one lesson.. spent e whole day finding things to do in e staff rm... ared started preparing for lessons next wk..ya... dunno la.. quite a lot of things coming up next wk.. the chem test(i hope tt my 3 clses won't b ranked last!) and also my tuition kids r having their exams next wk... i should b teaching till mid of may or a bit later.. haven't gotten my result for btt yet.. well.. if i pass, i'll carry on to take adv n practical lessons loz b4 entry to uni... ya.. we'll c.. r u getting bored?? i'm.. well.. ve some marking to do.. so cya soon!!
ps: gd luck dar for your paper tml!!!! :D
fave song!!! everytime by britney spears ( time 9.00pm)
Notice me Take my hand Why are we Strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you baby
I make believe That you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray That soon your face Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby
hey peeps!!i'm feelin better now... after yest's v depressed mode but think tt tml i'll b going back to tt mode again!!! argh... cos i've tuition tml!!! 2.15-3.45 n another one @ 8-9.30.. yawnz... jus thinking abt it is so sick!!! ha.. anywayz.. today was great.. had quite enjoyable lessons in school but am afraid tt i'm becoming too friendly n tt they won't perform cos got no pressure.. stressed.. ha.. n well they can quite cute la.. still young n stuff.. ya.. fun lot.. even followed me after sch today.. cos dar came to fetch me n they all so kpo so followed to c how dar looks like.. ya.. like got a huge gang of ppl followin me like tt... what the... dar was quite pissed.. asking me y did i bring tt bunch of monkeys out to c him.. ha.. so mean right?? always call my students tt... ya.. oh we went to billy boomers(is this e right spelling???) to ve dinner.. v full still.. had mixed grill which consisted of beef hot dog, lamb chop, v huge n fat fries, carrots.. n e aldo had e choc milkshake.. super nice.. heaven.. ha.. yupx... thanx dar for sparing e time for me.. good luck for your exams tml! you'll do well!!!! alright.. tt's all for today.. oh ya to remin myself i'm supposed to meet yan n ling next fri n also my students this sat.. their test is nect tue.. i'm getting worried.. ha.. kidding la.. so serious for what??? ciaoz!
peeps, jus changed my color combi... i'm sick of tt girly pink ared... yup.. thot this's a bit striking.. spur me on a little... crap.. ya.. feelin kinda upset.. being a bit unreasonable nowadays... :( it's true tt sometimes jus by giving in a lil' everything will b fine n there'll b no unhappiness, quarrels whatsoever.. but what e f when u r ared in a foul mood?? dunno what's wrong w me but i'm definitely not feelin on top of e world for a pretty long time le.. or ve i ever felt tt way?? i'm not even halfway there... y is it so?? i've got no aim in life?? i only knew tt i want to b an accountant.. but jus heard some bad news.. some of my frenz r going to e same place as me.. i dun like it!!! but who am i to stop them?? ya.. must bear w it loz.. not tt i dislike them in some way or another.. jus tt i dunno want to c familiar faces.. i like to go n explore a new territory on my own.. jus like going on an adventure.. listenin to britney spears' new song now.. v soothing.. v calmin... heard she was act lying on e floor while recordin this song.. but i act like e sone know?? it's v me.. as in how i feel now.. tt's e kind of music tt really touches my heart.. ya back to e school thingy.. term starts in july.. i'm still waiting for mt btt results.. n hopefully i can pass n move on.. oh.. e title of e song is everytime.. fave song for now.. ha.. well.. ya back to e uni thing.. i still dunno if i wan to stay in e hostel.. i dunno.. i feel tt i'll b bearing greater responsibility if i'm going to stay there.. i must make it a pt to go bak home n spend quality time w my fam.. n then what abt my grandma's.. i must go back there 2 at least once every wk.. n then there's other commitments.. sch, dar, frens... ya true tt staying in a hostel gives me lots of freedom .. but still i think tt i won't feel comfortable staying there.. it's not within my comfort zone e literal way.. i've everything in my rm @ home.. i've my broadband access, tv, phone, everythin.. i know tt it's too early to judge now since i ve yet to go down to experience e life over there myself.. i really dunno.. decisions.. life ... simply sucks... u know on my way back jus now i was thinkin abt writing an entry on e type of guys i've met in my entire life till now.. but now i dun feel like doin it anymore.. r all guys really jerks?? anyone beg to differ??? what abt ' all girls r bitches??' i dunno.. let's ve a brief one?? alright who do i start w?? alright JC, a pretty boy but childish... devoted but can b quite demandin... Thomas, v v devoted, almost crazy to e extent, extremist, hate tt trait of his.. v foolish when it comes to love matters, outdated defn of love... JH, a bit mcp, stern mayb cos of e stuff tt he's been thru.. Dar, caring, super sweet, cute, charming, smart n understanding. but sometimes think tt maturity act kinda bleaches some colours of e artpiece... Dan, another pretty boy, v narcissistic( like what i used to be) , think tt deep down he's act v mature but it doesn't show in his lifestyle, he's still on e search i feel, for some sense of security.. even though he's a guy i can tell tt he's v vulnerable.. not saying tt other ppl r not but he's very... can b quite nice to gf but bros still come first.. see... it's really true tt every single one of us r different.. very.. one really has to accept each other if u really is serious in e relationship... sigh.. i shall stop here.. know tt it's v abrupt but i'm thirsty.. no link i know.. n i still ve stuff to do.. i'm being v mean.. i know but i dunno y i'm acting this way too thouht i ared knew tt it's time i give in since he's taken e initiative... well we'll see...
hey peeps.. so sorry for e temp hiatus yet again..
ya.. i apologise alright?? yup... when was e last time i blogged? anyhow i'll jus start frm last friday?? well well.. went to dar's place after work... went to ve dinner, watch 50 first dates( ah... not worth e $, pls dun watch unless u feel like wasting $) n then went home.. we walked to n fro leh.. felt so heart-warming... was thinking abt this but din let dar know.. can u imagine if happen tt we got married right?? everyday after we finished work we'll go somewhere to ve dinner right?? (i bet tt we won't ve time to cook dinner at home plus i dunno how to cook.. ha) n then after tt we'll take a slow n relaxing walk home frm e central(of cos provided tt we r having dinner somewhere near our home??) ya.. know tt to let us cool down frm a hard day's work n forget abt all e worries?? well well.. i'm jus imagining then.. knew tt u ppl will say ya right, after a tirin day who'll want to walk home right? plus dar drives somemore.. but u know it's e heart to do such things n stuff tt makes it special n sweet??uh huh.. think abt this.. point to ponder.. heex... sat.. went for tuition in e morn n went home to slp.. met dar at 5+, went for dinner @ sakae.. sorry dar tt u din get to eat e thai food.. bought elva's concert dvd n went to dar's place to watch.. then went out again at 12 to watch dawn of e dead.. v nice.. i screamed quite a number of times.. ha.. dar was so good... he made me feel so protected know.. like e way he tried to calm me down after i screamed jus by simple gestures?? dar love u! heex.. sunday.. did some work n then went to ktv in e aftern w jing.. then went shoppin for awhile n went home.. did more work.. today.. sigh.. long day @ work.. tired .. stayed till 6+ to finish marking.. luckily i'm ared in e comfort of my rm le.. i've much more things to say know?? think tt i should cont'd in a new entry...
ha... ya... act i wasn't interested at all... they jus came @ e same time... e relief tutor job as well as other tuition assignments... after much thinking, i thought tt teaching pri sch kids is not tt fun after all... ya.. used to ve one v cute one n 2 v naughty ones(my cuz) n today i met e new one.. v quiet.. or is cos she's shy n all?? sigh... dunno e syllabus at all.. e mother really scare me though she's a nice lady.. but once i reached she showed me e exam time table n ask me to come e day b4 each paper... n know where's e worst part?? exam starts next week!!! what the??? ha.. luckily she's jus a p3 kid n not a p6 kid... she's v v quiet.. her science's alright up till now frm what i c.. but her essay writing.. i was e one who kept prompting her telling her what to write cos she can't think of any... for your info, her first paper is compo.. ya.. n it's e look at pic then u come out w a story kind? sigh... boring... think tt teaching sec sch or jc students may b better now.. higher fees, more familiar w e syllabus also.. ya.. still ve another tuition later.. this one heard e mum will sit in n listen on e 1st lesson... hope tt i won't malu myself.. tt boy better b nice or else... -evillish laugh-
lalala.. ya.. i'm jus dropping by to say hi to all!!!! yesyes... i may ve gone mad?? hahaha.. result of marking so many tut!!! heex... alright la... shall not make my job sounds so scary huh??? act i'm v slack wan... jus need to teach a few lessons per day.. then spent rest of e time in e air con staff rm le.. to continue marking like mad...hahaha.. alright alright... my tution starts tml but my agent nv call again to confirm.. duh... he better not 'dua' me... ya.. sianz... back to mark n mark n mark.... :(
ya... monday... long long long long day.. tiring... hate my hair terribly... got new tuition assignms. yes... i'm a slave to e educatn sys in s'pore... stupid me.. wanted to prep for cls tml but forgot to bring home e materials.. what the ... had cafe cartel w dar jus now.. super sick.. had so much fried stuff... yucks!!! pls let nothing happen to my voice, i need to teach, to educate... hahaha... *devillish smile*
yeah.. it's gd fri then wkend!!! yea!! but still it's gonna come to an end v soon!! argh.. it's like 6.20pm on sunday now... yes i know e timing on my blog's still not right.. well well.. let me briefly sum up what ve i done over e loong wkend?? on fri... ermz.. went to east coast some lagoon food court to eat lunch w dar, had hokkien mee, bbq fish n coconut juice.. dar had char kwey tiao on top of e bbq fish we shared.. bbq fish's alright.. e fried hokkien mee's not nice.. v dry.. somemore it's ared v hot in e aftern so like add on to e distaste-ness... ha.. yup... after tt went to suntec to walk walk loz.. e parking was super cheap but we spent quite a while to look fo tt stupid auto pay machine.. ya.. well after tt ah.. where did we head to?? well.. oh.. yishun to ve kwey chap for dinner.. hee.. quite nicey.. it's dar's pigged out desti after soccer game when he can ve 2 bowls of kwey in e row.. ya 2 bowls' considered a lot for dar's appetite le.. hee... after tt went to dar's place loz.. sat ah.. went for brunch @ bradell.. wrong spellin i think.. nvm.. ya.. had this chicken rice w e rice balls?? ya.. alright also.. dar jus wanted to show me tt there's such thing in s'pore. ya.. then went to ssdc after tt, took my evaluatn n registered for my btt le.. ya.. finally.. heex.. after tt night time went to dar's place to ve dinner ( 2nd rd cos i had once at home, opps! ;P ) ya.. dar's mummy cooked lots of prawns.. v yummy!! heex.. thanks auntie! yupyup.. after tt watched a bit of tv n went to watch hellboy.. not too bad though dar thought tt it's a waste of $.. think it may b worth it for e comic's fanatic but not for us.. ya.. jus like some violent cartoon shown on big screen w monsters' coloured blood splashed ard every now n then sort of show?? but there r at least 2 eye candies in e show to act compesate le so not too bad afterall.. welll.. ya.. tt's it.. sun's a bit too boring to act type in anythin.. so forget it.. jus tt i still ve loads of work to do, to prep for tml's lessons.. yup.. cya soon? smilez ;p
dah dah.. ya.. changed! work starts on thur instead.. another free day tml... well well.. can slack a bit now.. no need to revise e tut tt i'm supposed to go thru yet.. but got a call frm mum.. to do housework.. will help her la.. my mood's quite alright.. ha.. ya.. ok la.. jus wanted to let u peeps know... ya.. heex.. tt's all.. bye again!
ya..i've got a job.. as a chem relief tutor @ one of e jcs... hee... scary huh?? jc level?? when i've only jus completed my a levels recently?? i'm keepin my fingers crossed tt i dun make a fool out of myself n also i must b confident of myself.. ya.. n did i mention in e prev blog? of cos i've quit tt scb job.. my pay's even higher than b4.. but still there's something missing.. my best buds rn't there.. my dar esp won't b there.. seeing so lil' of him @ scb everyday is ared quite bad... perhaps being more optimistic, absence act will make e heart grows fonder?? well.. we'll c... now i'm @ home.. in e comfort of my rm... sort of preparin for my 1st day as a tutor tml.. as well as trying to make my rm look more decent n tidy.. though it still looks like a war zone.. oh ya.. must remind myself of this.. cos of this job, i've yet again spent over hundred on clothes.. did i mention tt my mum has v kindly helped me cleared my wardrobe of e super messiness.. ya.. so kind of her huh?? she said tt she couldn't stand e sight of it anymore, tt's y.. mums?? duh... courtesy of her my wardrobe's more neat now.. but.. *clears throat..* u can predict what'll happen in e near future right?? ha... duh... my desks still v v messy.. w bks, notes, brochures n even electrical appliances.. ha.. my calender's still on Jan.. seems like a long time since i ever bothered abt tt desk's existence?? ha.. poor thing.. most imptly, i hope tt i won't screw up my teaching job on e first day... students, pls b nice?? nah... fat hope huh?? wish me gd luck?? ya.. tt's enuf for today i guess, will update soon!
