heex... congrats to ling!!!!she passed her driving ared...it seems so easy to pass huh??all my frens seem to pass e 1st time.. yea.. dunno when will it b my turn.. sigh.. anways.. went for driving this aftern.. not too bad but i think tt i'm still quite slow.. still jam brake & when it comes to checking blind spot i'm a goner.. ha.. ya.. i'll lose control of steerin or as many would say, "happily forget".. heex... yup.. n coincidentally, my instructor for today turns out to be my uncle's childhood fren.. ya.. what a small world huh?? yea.. tml got driving again... hope tt i can progress faster, stupid me... :D
You're a Caramel!! You are known for your sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself, and help others feel the same way about themselves. You are generally friendly to everyone, and believe in second chances.
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally charged. You definitely love the person you're with, and always want to know how they're feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own.
You love life, you love all those around you and the world that you live in. You are happiest when you are doing something for someone else or for the common good of mankind.
heexx............. morning morningx.... i've made up my mind...i think... heex... i'm not going for e nbs foc... dun wanna risk myself being roasted b4 sch so soon & also dun wanna waste my efforts to reschedule my driving lessons again.. think should finish learnin b4 i go u..so many things r coming out to delay my driving... argh... thou' i'm really v scared of driving but i shall not give up!!! i must persevere... like what many said to me.. if u r scared u won't b able to learn properly... ya.. so.. ya.. gtg.. i've got a July planner done up to plan my limited days b4 uni.. yup.. anywayz.. bday's coming!!30th July!!!cheers to being grand 19 o'age!!!!!!sigh... what's there to b excited abt eh?? ;(
orientation or driving?? what ling said is true... if i cancel one whole week's worth of lessons i'll ve to go for driving even after sch starts... what dar said makes sense also.. i won't want to drive everyday...it's too boring..in addition, i've got to know more ppl thru e camp so tt i can make new frens... sigh... so which should i choose??
sigh... i'm not happy... ha... over my driving lesson.. i'm getting so retarded.. argh!!! help!!! ha.. dunno when to brake n all... always brake very much in advance if not v jerky... sigh... think tt i'm really bad... i'm so scared whenever e other cars come near me although my instructor said not to worry abt them but only conc on yourself... sigh.... horrible lei.. also kept going out of my own lane.. cannot gauge properly.. it's either too near e kerb or too near e center line... sometimes i can turn smoothly sometimes can't... n know what?? if i get e same instructor tml, he's going to bring me out on e road to use 3rd gear... scary scary....... x trillion timessss.................. how am i going to master?? wish me good luck... :cry: :? :(
heex.... well well... ermz.... ok... hi everybody!!! ok i'm mad today... yup.. went for my driving lesson in e morn.. heexx... quite fun.. but i think tt i'll ve to take a very long time b4 i can master how to drive safely.. quoted frm Dar, 'i'm a road hazard myself' ... ha... after tt met my uncle to get him to sign on my CPF form... for my sch fees... v troublesome.. still need guarantor.. think tt i'll cheat my parents' $$$$... ha... then tok bus back to tampines to meet dar for lunch... ya.. dunno y.. all of a sudden on e bus i was thinkin to myself, y not find a part time job?? can earn extra $$ instead of being idle n having nowhere else to go after meeting dar, tuition or driving lesson.. ya.. jus happened to pass by a shop lookin for part time sales asst.. yup.. went in to apply loz.. waitin for news... anywayz i was jus trying out my luck... or mayb i should call kbox again?? ha.. recall:: they called me quite a no. of times to ask me to go back for 2nd interview but i rejected them cos i was emplyed then... ya.. but anywayz there's no nearby kbox ard my place so tt'll b wastin transport $$$... transport is like taking up a huge proportion of my expenditure loz.. so ex to b using adult's fare... sigh... ya.. i'm again slacking @ home right now.... was thinkin of playing SIMS after this cos i fel quite guilty tt dar bought the game for me but i like play only 2-3 times only.. opps...sorry!!! :lol: kz.. tt's for today's update... ciaozzzzzzzzzz
heexx.....ya... tml's dar's big day!!!! birthday i mean... yup... dun reallly ve anything planned... but i've got him a present which i hope tt he'll love!!yup..but i've got some bad news thou'.... not concernin' dar but reg my hostel stay @ NTU.. ya.. na i dun blame u for ur mum's decision.. but ya.. now i'm left w no rm mate n i dunno who's going to be my rm mate.. hopefully i'll get a rm all to myself?? ha.. fat hope... dunno la.. will c how it goes... my driving prac lesson will start next week.. ya... hope everything turns out fine n tt i'll pass my FTT n get my drivin license soon?? yupyup... has been really forgetful nowadays.. rusting of e brain is taking place at a rapid rate..wth!@@! yeah... it's wkend.. dar's bdae then fathers' day then monday... sigh... nvm it's still holiday for me.. but w no one's company... sigh.. it's ending soon... oh no.... sch's starting soon...... sometimes i anticipate sch start sometimes i dreaded it.... weird??? mixed feelings ah.... shall take one step @ a time?? oh ya.. met up w yan & ling yesterday.. had lots of fun.. n guess what?? bet on euro yest.. ha only 5 bucks but won!!! heex... not v much but enough to pay for 1 Zara top.. i bought 2 yesterday!! heex..... winkwink***
ya jus woke up frm my NAP... ha... yawnz... had a nightmare... was in an accident... but not v serious... weird dream?? well... dunno la.. these dreams r so unpredictable & undecipher-able, if there's such a word... heex... oh ya.. went to take passport size pic today for NTU admin.. ya.. not very bad looking but still... ha... did i complain abt them?? NTU sent me this package of handbk n forms n expect us to read them all thru... make me blur only loz... yup.. but somehow got e giz of it ared... yup... dunno la... life's like so aimless right now... think i should really sit down n think abt what i want to do during this period.. can't keep letting time pass away like tt... my practical lesson starts next week.. ya.. really hope tt i'll pass my ftt.. cos i had ared made 2 mistakes i think... sigh...n na, if u read this, can u pls show me some signs of your existence... it's either you're still mad at me, or u r tt busy to pick up my call or reply to my sms?? i'm sorry...
ya.. think it's almost a week since i last blogged... opps.. sorry.. jus got back frm lunch w dar & also went back to sch to collect my a level cert... ya.. not much change in sch though except tt they moved e benches frm under lt1 to e grassy area bet lt1 & e cafeteria.. yup.. wonder when tjcians study over there, won't they get bitten by ants or any insects wandering ard e grassy area?? or worst still mosquitoes?? they sort of buit a v artisitic shelter on top but what happens when it starts to rain heavily??? on a hot sunny day like today, who can stand studying there?? at least there're fans under lt1... dunno what they're thinking.. but must admit tt it looks quite classy... perhaps they should convert part of e grassy area to ground w red floor mat?? ha...and also it looks more spacious under lt1.. they placed some funny sciency thingys under lt1 though.. one of them is e electric chair... dunno if it's for some exhibition or what... ya.. tt's my sch... well it's really hot out there... luckily i'm ared in e comfort of my rm... yup.. think i was mildly scorched by e evil sun... my head's a bit pain now...mayb will catch a nap after this.. yup shall do tt... ciaoz...
ya... watching world idol now... they're mocking @ e africans.. but i must agree they really sounded horrible.. alright la.. until now i thought Jamai's not so bad, guy sebestian jus wasn't as good.. ya.. there are still many more... wow... armagaedon's song!! heex...nice! :p ok.. he's not bad as well... though can't b compared to whoever was e original singer... aerosmith am i right?? well well.. so much on a reality tv show..what abt me today?? woke up a lil' earlier today @ 9+.. ha peeps out there still working... haha... did a tiny weeny bit of housework then went to join dar for lunch @ this nasi lemak place.. went home to change into proper shoes(i was in slippers & it was raining real heavily!), considering e fact tt i still ve a long day so i decided to go home n change as well as grab my windbreaker & dar's umbrella... lost mine.. ha... hold on while i ask my mum if she knows where is it will u?? sigh... still no news of e missing umbrella.. e com in e hall is spoiled... can't get into windows mode.. anyway after tt went for tuition... ken's v naughty today!! want to do his other hw, want to hide underneath e table, want to play badminton n all sorts of nonsense.. ya... luckily it was only for hald an hr.. if not i may ve high blood pressure soon... after tuition, went to ssdc for my driving revision.. then dinner time, met dar @ yishun to ve kwey chap as dinner... alright a lil' sidetracking... e girl frm poland sucks... dun like her... some may say tt he's got attitude.. but no no... bitch.. ha.. opps.. sorry! think e judge frm poland is cute though.. heex... alright i shan't digress further... well.. ya.. nothing much more actually.. went to dar's place, catch punk'd n home sweet home... yeah.. alright.. shall go now.. tml's plan is as follow, tuitio, ssdc, mayb meet dar then no idea as yet.. ciaoz n nitezzzzzzzzzzz 4 now! ;)
ya... watching world idol now... they're mocking @ e africans.. but i must agree they really sounded horrible.. alright la.. until now i thought Jamai's not so bad, guy sebestian jus wasn't as good.. ya.. there are still many more... wow... armagaedon's song!! heex...nice! :p ok.. he's not bad as well... though can't b compared to whoever was e original singer... aerosmith am i right?? well well.. so much on a reality tv show..what abt me today?? woke up a lil' earlier today @ 9+.. ha peeps out there still working... haha... did a tiny weeny bit of housework then went to join dar for lunch @ this nasi lemak place.. went home to change into proper shoes(i was in slippers & it was raining real heavily!), considering e fact tt i still ve a long day so i decided to go home n change as well as grab my windbreaker & dar's umbrella... lost mine.. ha... hold on while i ask my mum if she knows where is it will u?? sigh... still no news of e missing umbrella.. e com in e hall is spoiled... can't get into windows mode.. anyway after tt went for tuition... ken's v naughty today!! want to do his other hw, want to hide underneath e table, want to play badminton n all sorts of nonsense.. ya... luckily it was only for hald an hr.. if not i may ve high blood pressure soon... after tuition, went to ssdc for my driving revision.. then dinner time, met dar @ yishun to ve kwey chap as dinner... alright a lil' sidetracking... e girl frm poland sucks... dun like her... some may say tt he's got attitude.. but no no... bitch.. ha.. opps.. sorry! think e judge frm poland is cute though.. heex... alright i shan't digress further... well.. ya.. nothing much more actually.. went to dar's place, catch punk'd n home sweet home... yeah.. alright.. shall go now.. tml's plan is as follow, tuitio, ssdc, mayb meet dar then no idea as yet.. ciaoz n nitezzzzzzzzzzz 4 now! ;)
itinery for half of my boring life... yeah, cheers to me ya?? what duh? alright... brief summary of yesterday's activities first??? well woke up at ten+ yesterday, went out n met dar for lunch@ pasta mania... had hawaiian pizza, not too bad but not exactly fantastic.. what do i expect right???well.. after tt went to e library.. borrowed 3 books which by now has ared finished one titled 'voices' by May Suefield if i didn't remember e name wrongly... it's quite nice... shall give a book review sometime... wanted to meet up w na after tt but was so tired tt i headed home straight after e lib trip.. sorry na.. she must b fuming mad.. i sorta messed up her plan for e 3-5pm period for e day?? sorry na, pls dun b mad k?? u know me? indecisive stupid creature... ha... went home... played SIMS ( dar bought e game for me but unfortunately i lost interest after e 2nd attempt @ e game... ya 2nd... heex... sorry dar!) but anyway played e game since i was really bored... read 'voices' while playing cos some parts of e game actually takes a while to load cos of e slow speed of my com... ya... surf net for awhile too but it wasn't much fun cos friendster was down n i can't c e pics so what for??? ya.. met dar for dinner... congrats to dar cos he din fail this semester's exams... so u see... wasted so much time mourning e other time..anyway repeat sch fees saved.. checked out x box which until now dar still can't decide whether to buy or not... anyway... it's jus like any electronics.. really tempts you to buy it initially.. it does provides some thrills when u first bought it but after awhile everything will die off... it applies to all.. so whether it's money well spent will b up to e average individual... went home after tt... oh well jus realised this wasn't exactly brief summary of yesterday.. or is it a rather un-briefed one?? ha... pardon my broken english... i was jus trying to b corny.. heexx.... ya.. normal...
well... ya... ve been thinking a lot... especially when i've so much time on my hands right now... jobless... privacy is important i agree... somethings aren't meant to be hidden... just not discussed openly... perhaps cos one party feels tt it's unnecessary or it's just too trivial... but when e other half finds out abt things, of the past or present ( does it even matters? ) should she feel upset of not being told? glad tt she wasn't told in e first place or green w envy y e other is given so much publicity? but sometimes... it may b for your own good when you're not publicized too much?? or maybe it jus serves as some sort of protection for e concerned party?? jus like what Elena said... it's not tt you're not important or as significant, it's jus tt the party has learned frm past mistakes or better known as past lessons learnt... should i consider it unfortunate or lucky?? i dunno... ambivalent is e word... well... u may not understand what i'm talking abt right now but anyway no worries cos this wasn't meant to b understood by the general public anyway...
